Lost & Found

I'm a very lost individual. Many things about me make me lost. I go through life now each day. I mean, don't get me wrong, i know what im doing the next but do i really know how im going to get through the day? not at all.. It's a terrible feeling. Not knowing how ill do the next day. I feel as though im missiung so much of my old self. A lot of me is gone. The only thing that keeps me wanting to finish my day is adam. Sometimes i question if what im feeling for him is real or not. BEcause its so strong that im afraid it will just disappear because thats what im so used to. It hurts me inside. i can't stand feeling all these useless emotions. Make me numb again.
Make me just feel love.

so..i love these people. end of story.

http://sendables.jibjab.com/view/u5soFOyIy2QgmGJf

So scratch whatever i said last time. This ones better. He's sweeter. He's funnier. He's just about perfect. I hope it works out. -eLiz

Todays my birthday. All i want is him..

ed to it

So i have this conflict. This boy i like..he likes me a lot. Its just so awkward with us i don't get it. He's a good guy. A very good guy. And i'm not us

i'd have a little bit of an easier time.

don't like that. At all. He's sweet. He's awkwardly cute. I don't know what to do. I wish my brain and body and soul all told me what they wanted. Then

I dunno what to do. I like this kid. He likes me. But i feel like i'm doing something wrong. I feel like there's more friend vibe than dating vibe, and i

So i like this boy. He likes me, i was told.. And i hope things work out. That's all i have to say right now.

So i don't know how this works. But i'm going to try and see if this sends correctly. :)