I'm a very lost individual. Many things about me make me lost. I go through life now each day. I mean, don't get me wrong, i know what im doing the next but do i really know how im going to get through the day? not at all.. It's a terrible feeling. Not knowing how ill do the next day. I feel as though im missiung so much of my old self. A lot of me is gone. The only thing that keeps me wanting to finish my day is adam. Sometimes i question if what im feeling for him is real or not. BEcause its so strong that im afraid it will just disappear because thats what im so used to. It hurts me inside. i can't stand feeling all these useless emotions. Make me numb again.
Make me just feel love.
